Crowned BAWSE: Getting Over Forever

For me, being Crowned BAWSE came from going through a situation that was meant to break me and allowing it to do everything but that. It came from being at my lowest, from pain radiating through my body, from feeling the strings of my heart being pulled daily. From heartbreak, tears, despair, emptiness, sadness, depression, and fear. From loving the potential of whom I thought someone could be, instead of seeing whom they were showing me they were all along. It came from no longer loving whom I was... loving him more than I dared to love myself.

Then, it manifested into wisdom, self-love, happiness, and joy. Instead of allowing it to break me like it almost did, I allowed it to show me my greatness. I eventually had an epiphany and started investing all of the time I took to love him, into loving myself.

Months after the break-up, hell... even a year or two after the break up for that matter, I still felt the effects of that broken heart. I wanted to succumb to it so badly, at the time, it was just easier to live in that then it was to put the pieces of my life back together and keep it pushing. It took for me to see the shell of who I had been in order for me to realize that it had gone too far and then, I was a woman on a mission. I had to get back to Skylah... I had to fall in love with myself the same way I had loved him for all of those years.

So, I wrote this book because I thought someone could learn from my trials and tribulations. Someone somewhere needs to hear my story of how I went through it and got through it so that you too know it is doable.